As previously noted, I do not like people easily but when I do am easily attached. When this involves males, I have attributed the attachment to what is commonly known as "daddy issues." If you grew up with one, then you are most fortunate and if, like me, that figure was missing then perhaps you are better able to see my standpoint. This is not to say that I cling or need constant attention; rather that I need the comfort of stability and reliability, neither of which I have known me well.
[Tangent: I just went on a break and my friend has been talking about scary movies and ghost stories all day. I am frightened my bamboozled off. He used to live in a haunted house in Louisiana where the man had committed suicide. His friend would occasionally stay over and see him jolt upright in the middle of sleep and speak in a foreign language eloquently in what sounded like Indian. The man that maimed himself was Indian. On another day, he was sitting at home watching tele by himself. The kitchen drawers started opening and closing. He said aloud, "I'm not afraid of you. Do what you want, but don't let me see you." It ceased. My friend also has a niece, perhaps seven years of age at the time. Several times she would point out to him, "There's a man in the garage" and he would keep reassuring her it was nobody. He couldn't see the man, but he heard the sounds yet she did. He didn't tell her until years later when she would understand better. *shivers*tears* Okay, no more! I'm scaring myself!!!]
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